4:27pm. Actually forgot to write yesterday. Remembered then forgot.
Further to what I've been thinking/writing about: This lack of excitement over ideas, the lack of desire to quest after truth. I'm not sure it's a bad thing. Another thing I notice with age is the growing appreciation of and being in the now. Of course, I still spend hours other than in the moment that I'm in yet it is less so than before. Rather than racing after answers that will forever elude me, I find it is the small things and being in and the noticing of the small things which somehow provide answers of their own. If I walk, I walk and if I don't waste that walk thinking of things other than the walk, the time is beautifully and, surprisingly, satisfactorily spent. There is a sort of peace which comes with the mere doing of what I am currently doing.
And maybe that is enough. 4:32pm
Have you read “Conversations With God?”
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